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||[Mar. 18th, 2007|06:42 pm]
Poets of the Night
|||||Helena - My Chemical Romance||]|
In The Arms Of Jesus
Life screwed us over
It taught us,
The wrong way to live
The wrong way to love
Teaching us that wrongs are right
Who was it that made me this way?
But I fear I can not change
What is taught so young, is now a way of life
And this so called life of mine
Sufferers because of them
I mistrust those who love me
Causing problems where it should be easy
So really, was my life so screwed from the age of seven?
I can’t let them win
But how do I stop them
If it is not them I should blame
Then it is myself, for letting them win, for screwing me over.
It is me who pushed you away
They showed me how, gave me the tools
It is me who doubted, every one of you
But they showed me doubt, made me doubt
Taught me so very well...
But nothing works
From the demons, who eat me alive.
Who come at night, when all is quiet
And then all I hear is the screaming
So much screaming
Who is it that screams?
It is that seven year old?
Who’s waiting in terror, for the lights to go out.
I’m sorry, I tried
Tried for you all
Tried to be better
Tried to be strong
Tried to be re-taught
But patience wears thin
And lines are crossed
And words are spoken, that can’t be undone
There’s only so much you can take
And I can’t ask you to wait.
And now I’m alone
With the demons for company
My angel of mercy, no where in sight
And the scared seven year old
Screaming inside me
When will it stop?
When will it end?
When I am gone, in Jesus’ arms
Don’t cry for me
Don’t be sad for me
Don’t pity me
For I will rejoice
Because the pain now stops
And my seven year old self, sleeps at last
In the peace of Heaven...
© starbuck1980Sunlight fades
And colour turns to grey
Now this is all I see
Black & white images cloud my mind
The light gone from this, my world
No sunlight to filter through
Only rain pours down against my skin
Soaking me, weighing me down
My clothes cling to me.
The only colour I see
Is the red of my blood
Vibrant in the grey of this, my world
Seeping steadily from this mighty wound
Where your words pierced my heart
No mourning will I bear
As I walk alone in the greyness of this, my world
I will stand strong
I will stand proud
And not let you see me broken.
Emma aka starbuck1980
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